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Friendster Horoscope for May 30, 2008
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 21)

 

The Bottom Line  

Your hopes and wishes can't force someone to act today. You just have to wait more.

In Detail

 Timing is everything when it comes to any kind of relationship -- so you need to stop trying to rush things! Whether you're eager to hear about a job prospect, dying for the cutie to call, or impatient about when your sweetie will propose, you have to realize that you don't have any influence in this situation. Your hopes and wishes, no matter how strong they are, cannot force someone to do something that they don't want to do or aren't ready to do. Relax and focus on something else.

 This is ouch!
 

 

 Tips Menawan Hati Seseorang

Lelaki harus mempamerkan sifat kelelakiannya di samping memasukkan sifat
perempuan dalam dirinya seperti lebih prihatin, memahami emosi , timbang rasa, dan gunakan gerak batin.

 

Untuk menambat hati wanita, kerap bertanya tentang perasaannya, aktiviti yang
dijalankannya, kegemarannya, kebenciannya atau sebarang perkara yang berkaitan
dengan emosi.

 
Jika orang perempuan marah, pujuklah dengan kasih sayang. Tanya kenapa dia
marah, dengari dengan teliti dan jangan komen atau cuba beri nasihat. Orang
perempuan mudah sayang pada lelaki yang pandai mendengar dan sensitif kepada
perasaannya.

To u, when i was in the deep blue sea, i wish i could share the venture with u and
mend all the broken pieces.

 

 

 

U know what i did last weekend?

hi all. im back!! i was in pulau redang last weekend after a broken hearted day. haha. it was a success!! The sea = AWESOME. i love the sea, beaches, the people, almost everything. How it feels to live with the fish inside the sea. I keep wondering while snorkeling around actually. Hmm. spank splash me! :p 

Day 1 – 23/5
Went back early from office. I took half day as I yet to pack my things for the trip. Meet Yanti, Jay, Ajeen at KTM around 7.15pm. Off to hentian putra, reached there around 8.30pm. Feeling hungry eventho I ate before went to KTM. Hehe. So we headed to McD. I planned to eat the double cheese burger in the bus. So it is safe with me now. Our bas came at 10.30pm, off to Redang. Bas persiaran ok. Super not comfortable but enjoy sbb surrounded with fun people. Yipee! 

Day 2 – 24/5
Reached K.Tganu around 7am. Whoaa. Sengal2 bdn kejap. Yanti & Tasha went to buy the tix from K.T to KL. Then headed to Pasar Payang for breakfast. I had Nasi Dagang n Milo ais. Nyummyy! At 10am, we are all ready. From ShahBandar Jetty to Pulau Redang took us about 45minutes. While otw, we took a lot of pictures which my camera ‘buat perangai’ batt almost died. Adoyaii. Mesmerized. First impression when the guide told that we have reached Redang. I was like. Can I jump now?? Can i? The water was crystal clear and I change my plan about having 2^nd honeymoon in Mauritius Island instead to have it here. :P

We stayed at Lagoon Resort. Yanti, Ajeen & I have a room next to Jay, Akmal & Faisal so u know how havoc it would be. Hehe. We in room 19. 

I saw this one white board with the following details:-

Breakfast, 7.30-8.30am
Snorkeling, 9.30am/2.30pm
Lunch, 12.30-1.30pm
Tea break, 4.30-5.30
Dinner/BBQ, 7.30-8.30 

Ok, mkn time. At 2.30, im all ready for snorkeling. The boat bring us to Pulau Lima. I swam everywhere. Thanks to Mr NanaBf who taught me how to use the mask else I will panicking. Hehe. This cute Mr BeachDontGiveUp bring me to see ‘Gamat’, Nemo, Christmas Tree n etc. Suke suki je kasi namer eh. Mr DramaKing was there too to accompany the venture. After tea break, went again for snorkeling to see baby shark. Lucky Yanti & Ajeen get to see them. I was closed but I missed it. =( At night, after dinner, more to leisure time. Went to see Blue Sand. I was told that it was plankton in blue underneath the sand. So when u rub the sand, u cn see the sparkle blue. Its glow in the dark anyway. Had a 3girl to 1 men talk. Mr PuaseTpMakanAje was on fire. Hehe. 

Day 3 – 25/5
The people in Room 19 woke up early. Around 6.30am, we off to the shore for photography session. Cm artis plak kan. After breakfast, went to Marine Park. This place is well-known for the snorkeling spot. It was packed. School holidays, what do u expect. The Mr BeachABitTired bring Ajeen n myself to see the Belut Letrik. Then we swam to checkout the monument of sink ship. The strong wave almost brings us both to nowhere. I was holding ajeen allwaythru n having trouble with the mask. It gives me some scars n swollen arm. Ouch. I managed to take a pic under the sea u know. =)

At 2pm, went to snorkel at Kampung Lama. This time, I get to see a school of squids. Whoahh. I wanted to touch them but it was far than the finger could touch. While snorkel around, I wish I could share this experience with someone. Hmm. At 5.30pm, photography session. Weeeee. Im likey. We promised to wakeup early the next day for sunrise shoot again. We had BBQ that nite. Around 10.30pm, off the beach. Went to see the beach clubs around, not very much interested so we decided to take a spot for chit chatting n enjoying the scenery. I was lying on the shore just to look at the stars. It feels so relief and content. Mr DramaKing joined me as well. At 1am, went to bed. Me = low battery, need to recharged. 

Day 4 – 26/5
Wake up around 8am. Opss, we missed the sunrise shoot. Went for breakfast then quickly get ready to checkout at 9am. Reach Shahbandar Jetty around 12pm. Found a PenjualAsam while wandering around K.Tganu. Come this Mr uncle asking us where we are from n stuff. If I spill mr Uncle conversation, surely Mr DramaKing will yada’ yada’ me. This Mr uncle up my market to 30k. Sapela nk kawin ngn I cmni uncle?? Even he told me that me easy to kepang(bahse tganu) = angkat. Haha. Check-in Cview Hotel to put all our belongings as the bus to KL at 10pm. Meet NewlyMarriedCouple - Fairuz & Wife. For lunch,i had Nasi Ayam + Sirap Limau. Went to Pasar Payang for souvenirs, foods, kepok lekor n stuff. It closed at 6pm. Ate Nasi Dagang + Sirap Limau for Dinner. Off to bus station, reached hentian putra around 5am. Bas double Decker okayy. Mr Superman fetch Yanti n myself home. Kroih2 for 2 hours. Did some laundry n housekeeping. Off to office at 3pm.    

Redang trip was a SUCCESS. So bile nak ke pulau2 yg lain? Matila if Mr Bos knows this. Dont tell my boss pleashh. Wonder wht happen to my double cheese burger tht i bought on day 1?? end up, it fill up the dustbin. Too occupied with the sea, even got numbers of missed calls. Sorry guys.

Oh ya about my Growing 1 year Older n sad day, turned out to be not a good ending at least as expected. I started the 22nd May with a SUPER HAPPY feelings! it feels so good as during midnite i received a lot of messages birthday wishes. I feel so appreciated and contented. I know i have people that care and showering me with their love n tenderness. Even i get early birthday wishes,   they must have been mistaken the date i guess. Mr Simps asked to accompany him to KLCC for lunch, actually he wanted to buy me BENEFIT MAKEUP. I was like OMG, is he serious or what? It will costs him a lot and burning a hole in his pocket. i know that for sure He looked serious. I shouldnt let him down right so off we go to Parkson. I got my self this + Hush Puppies Pump Shoes.

(Throbb, Benetint, Primer)

The sales girls putting all the make up on and giving me chances to try all their products without feeling guilty even she's giving me special treatment as a birthday girl.Then i went back to PJ office. Everyone is looking forward to greet me. im likey i can feel the glowing and flying feeling inside. Even Mr Boss celebrated me. All GSS engineers had a great laugh n great time.  I received a bouquet of flower that evening. From Bali Cat & Snake Fish.  Whatever :P

I wanted my night to be spend with. So i quickly leave office around 7.30pm n that f()c|<ing jam made me reached home at 9pm. is it my fault Subang had such a bad traffic?? I received a cake without the sender. Isk. Pls don't asked me how the EGO cake was sent. i was like crying to death till fall asleep.

Oh, im looking forward to accomplish my bday list. Anyone volunteer to help me out? Hehe :p

farewell

im off to the sea..bye all.

"If a man tells you he needs space? Give him the number of the National Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) and 50 cents to make the call."-taken from Dawn Young

Sweet Lil Bos(Retracked)

I just remembered that Mr Phesz told me not to tell anyone about his special clock. Opss telepas sudahh. Sorry yer. Tak sengaje =P

Today afternoon, Mr Eyes called me as its been awhile we didnt contact each other. The last time i recalled, we met at KLCC when he about to change to new job.  Like always he's being so lepark on things and still work with the same company. When he about to hangup the call, suddenly i stop him. Eventho he's not asking bout it, i just feel like telling. "Eyh, tmr my birthday. Jgn gelak. Dgr aje." Of course la dier gelak kan. Tade angin tade ribut ckp cmtu. Then he replied, "Sye tau". Right after hangup, merah padam muke kamu. Bhehehe. Malu la plak.

Lil conversation today:

Boss:How r u today?
Me:Ok larr..
Boss:Tomorrow urbirthday right. Where u want to celebrate? What do u want to have??
Me:Ermm..
Boss:Tomorrow u will be in PJ or Menara?? No need to go menara laa..Stay in  PJ only.

 
I told my colleagues about that weird conversation with Mr Bos. Everyone claimed that he has a surprise for me. I know they are wrong. Of couse!

Not too much on the hoping part k.

I just finished concall with Mr Bos to update the project status. He told everyone to be in PJ tomorrow. ATM, I was thinking if I might be going to menara tomorrow for meetings. 

He just said, “We going to have a tea break. Tomorrow lil Fina birthday so we will buy cake. Everyone will give u a kiss ya. Hehehe :P” Guess what I replied.
 
"Kiss must come with gifts. No free kiss." Hahahaha.

Pandai bos daku buat funny2 jokes. Leave suda approved. Yahooo! Whats not to love about Mr Boss. Ahaks. Comel baju2 kat online shopping page ni

So di manekah sye ESOK?? To be continue...

...psst..when shall i have midnite celebration like those days..rindu la plak..

Love Stoned I think He Knows

Yesterday, i dream of designer's bag. But in the dream i ALMOST get hold of the bag =( Unfortunately, the cheque offered by him not valid. Oh Nooo. See the impact of viewing the bags everyday??  Now im having nightmares. I told him about it, he keeps laughing at me. Malu ajerr.

Today morning, I went to Menara for meetings. i was busy with the refresh project when the PM called to troubleshoot the hardware when i was about 15minutes to reach Menara by that time. Panic kejap. So i called all the rescuer team as far as i could reach. Luckily Lee is free to help. Thanks bro! ive been making trouble with all gss engineers for quite sometime. Maybe i shud returning the favor once everything successful. Remind me about that yaa.

I was asked what i wanted for my upcoming birthday. Shall i put a list or let them surprise me? naahh. i can give some guidelines i think. Hehehe.
1. Benefit Makeups (Primer + Some Kind a gorgeous + Benetint + Throbb)
2. Designer's Bag
3. PDA phone, HTC pls ;) or any organizer with loud alarm to remind me of my tight schedule.
4. Jco Donuts Delivery/Suprise + gift =P
5. Vacation trip
6. Levi's Lady Style Eye Wear
7. 2 tix for teater P Ramlee
8. A romantic breakfast/lunch/dinner..no supper pls, i suke tido awl =P
9. Watching the stars up the hills while eating burger king
10.A proposal << hmm..ini agak musykil ;P
Pengsan puteri gunung ledang with mylist. Klah dier. bhehehe. Tp sume bleh fulfill je kan. Ahaks.

Mr Superman just got himself a GPS before his final paper starts. A super good sign for flying colors result i can tell. Super new toy. Borringg =P Wah wah wah. I was the first to test it. Super loud okay the instructions, panic2 mau belok. But i just couldnt believe, when it shows us the way that need to walkthrough UITM. Hmm. The gadget must be a bit feninng. But im likey. A good gadget for people like me. Everyone knows that. Duhh! Sedap gak nasi lemak sri has kat Meru, Klang. Nyummy.

I called him Mr Stranger, which define as someone that being there but his heart being there is not an assurance. I can see that BIG QUESTION face guys! He tried to call me stranger aswell, but i disagree as i believe that a girl/lady should be called Ms Love =) A symbolic name i would say. Ok lets see how it goes with Mr Stranger. I just afraid i couldn't help myself and dread the way we going to outgrow each other. Beat it!

.Thx to Mr Phesz for the early wish. Hehe, he claimed that his clock ticks one day earlier than anyone else. How cute =) Ok where's my present now? Bhehe.

dreaming

i was cursing everyone on the road today. everyone break n drive slow, i just couldn't stand the heat to reach my sis school as we kinda late. My sister was like, "bleh ke naik bukit ni??. Tgk kereta oldskool tu pun dah potong kakpina. Shaddapppp." I keep changing the gear to climb up the hills. Its very challenging to drive all way thru to Semashur. That is the reason y i keep avoiding from become the driver to fetch my sister. But this time, i just cant miss. My dad spent a lot to repair the Red car so i need to return the favour as he's busy with the workshop today. My mum on the other hand, keep rushing us to leave the house and panicking like always. hehe, i love u mum =) We managed to reach on time and spent sometime with Baby. I think she looks chubbier this time. Cm kuih pau okayy. Larik!

On the way home, I eventually driving like pro. Having the faith that i know the way home drives us somewhere, i mean lost. At least, Restoran Jejantas sounds familiar. Hehe, yep i drove us till Sg Buloh. Maybe i just overwhelmed to see all the kite's flying on top our head till didnt notice where am i. Ye lahh tu. So panic time. But we managed to reach nkve. This one sounds familiar to me. So redah aje lah kan. This time kinda pecut. We reached tsm, as i was about to turn to the right, OPOCOT. i almost hit a motorcyclist. OMG, cuak. thank god his okayy. But i know he curses me somehow. Poor him. I just dont notice him with super not that bright light. Sorry yer uncle. Everyone silent till we reached home. Sigh.

I wonder how's Ms Vogue doing. She's really good in making sure from head to toe, well managed and organized. At times, i would ask her advise for beauty tips. But that day, i received a call from her. I was in the office trying very hard to finish my job a.k.a make booking + payment for the wengurls trip and in curiosity to know what makes her sounds different that night. Multi tasking abess. LOVE. Thats make her sick. We share things n  opinions on guys somehow our choice of men would be different. Okay la tu kan. Satgi berebut. Larikk. She was in despair. By age of 26, i understand that she expected a new stage in her love life. She's afraid would stumble again. I did try to advise on things and asked her to reconsider everything b4 she made up her mind. At the end, i heard her small laugh. I know she feels relief at least someone can hear her out. We continued the conversation with updates, gossipping n stuff. Puff, my phone died. Alamak. Thank God, i warned her earlier. As i rushed home and try to recall our conversation. At that point, it feels so like me in the situation and should be accepting the same advise. Urgh. Its not that hard to advise someone to do things but when it come back to u, u just cant help it. Tekena sudahh. Sigh. I shud be trying her shoe size whether it matches mine ='(

Last Saturday, baby n myself went to accompany mr superman to his rugby match at his ex school. Sekolah agama tuu. They had a alumni and ceramah by ustaz. Ustaz must be missed them a lot i guess. Around 6pm, game started. Each of them wearing a blue black stripe shirt with hot pants. Sumpah HOT! ;) 10 minutes the match ended. Everyone busy filling their stomach with cold water and stretching to no end. Hihi. Cumel je masing2 tak larat nak gerak2 including mr superman which accidently terguliks :P Afterthat, we joined the boys at Mamak's.  Its weird to  hear  them cursing and  sharing funny-2  jokes but we managed to  settle down till  11pm. I feel sticky and Baby just stoned there since her friend lil brother was there too. Keciknye dunie ni! In the car, we chat about tht evening match. I accidently claimed that one of his friend have a freaking hot body. Alamak, telebih sudahh. Suddenly, both silent and they were looking at me. Opps. No offence, i just cant help myself to do sight seeing when everyone flashing what they have aite. Is it my fault???

Today, I chat with Mr Rockstar. Very much like him, sharing the tight schedule he had and asking hows life treating me. Super standard answer, Okayy la. He's looking for job. Eventhough he's a well educated rockstar, still he needs a secure job. We all understands that. Very much recalled during study time, make us have something to chat on. Bedal ajelah. Suddenly he popped the question, "When are u free? Shall we meet up?" Alamak..Tuuuut..Tuuuut, line cut off.

Sayang adik

Tuesday, 13 May 08
- Was awake around 4.30am  due to ringing phone. Mr superman called. We had a long conversation on things as its been awhile we didn't communicate. Eventhough im half asleep, but i still remember what we converse pretty much. it was a relief that i able speak up all the things i wanted to say. =) Mr superman, thanks for making me to spill out the words. Ended the call around 5.10++, i guess.

- Next, awake again around 5.50am as the phone was ringing. My younger sister called. She needs someone to pick her up. But at that time, i was a bit 'ting tong', i feel like dreaming even i dont realise when she hangup the call. Thank God 5-10 minutes after that i called her back. She was closed n a bit merajuk. Keep saying if i don't want to pick her up, she will take taxi. So i took a windbreaker and dashed to the bus station. Ohhh sleepy. Reached home around 6.40am.

- 8.00am off to office.

- Reached home around 10++pm. I managed to book the flight ticket for the girls. Yeay. We are going to have fun. Yeay. Even i applied leave right after payment made. ok Im tired. Wanted to ask my sis if she's preparing any dishes. About to call her, suddenly she opened the door and asked whether i can help her to iron the clothes for tomorrow. She's feeling dizzy and sick. Opps! Mr Superman called that he's on his way. So i was ironing + not changed + looked 'busuk'.  Oh noo.

- Spent some time with Mr Superman and we had some conversations' ;) Malu aje sbb i rase 'busuk'. Pls excuse me for that. He bought bihun sup. How much i missed him being sweet n not garang. =) But then i cant wait, as i entered the house, i look for my bed. Penat sgt la tuu. Ok abesda hari sye utk Tuesday.

psst..keep hallucinating while browsing designer's bag, as if they are saying, buy me! pick me! im all what u need and im all what u want!..oh no, i shud go n find psychiatrist now.. help!

done

i should start be doing something right now. atm, i feel like sleeping. i had enough for today. no more drama. maybe tomorrow.

i hope i dream of this tonite..COACH LEGACY STRIPE WRISTLET

..growing older n sad..boringnyer! grr grr..

i hope u r happy!!!

u s

no more puzzles, no more hiding.

things has been said and done.

i wish i could be stronger. how i wish.

i'm no longer have my sleeping pills. how can i sleep.

early birthday gift

Mood : uncertain, numb
Listening to : Hujan - Tolong aku

Pervert

Friday, 9.15am, dari lrt masjid jamek ke menara

berjalan laju utk kejar miting..
melintas utk smpai ke menara..
terjumpe org gatal..
dier kater hi..
sye buat tak tau ajer..
tibe2 dier kater hi lagi sambil cube menyentuh bhgn tak sepatutnyer..
sye tampar lengan dier sekuat hati..(tindakan reflect)
dier buat muke garang..(maybe sbb sakit)
sye balas ngn muke garang dan menunggu klau2 ade tindakan seterusnye..(garang ke?)
sye lari sambil memandang klau2 dier kejar sye..
dier berlalu ajer..(cuak agaknye klau2 ade polis nampak)
org yg nampak tegur sye, mungkin org gile yg kacau awk tu..
sye tnye " ye ke??" ..(dlm hati tak percaye)
sye smpai menara. sumpah seranah org gile tu. slah ke sye? sile jgn gune lame excuse spt gile utk menutup perangai yg tak senonoh tu eh. mmg mintak kene pukul je tu.

moral of the story: klau terjadi pade anda, sile siku perut dier, kick kaki dier, hentak dgn handbag dan tolak ke arah jln raya..kenapela tak sempat nk buat sume tu tadi??

mengadu tp tade respon =(

dlm minggu ni 2 kali insiden merbahaye terjadi, hmm. harap2 dipelihara dan takkan terjadi lagi. Amin.

Emotional Coaching

Mr Advisor
even if u r sad, life still must go on.
face it with chin up.

Mr Going to leave the company soon
cheer up!

 

 

To those I've hurt:

I want to learn, I truly believe it is my responsibility to correct myself if what I do doesn¹t work towards happiness. I do not want to make anyone feel bad about anything. I need to get off this kick I am on and I need some skills to do it. Please give me the time to learn to deal with myself.

i'm sorry my world

I’m sorry if I hurt you
I’m sorry if I lied
I’m sorry I’m not perfect
I’m sorry I’m alive
I’m sorry that I’m selfish
I’m sorry that it’s true
I’m sorry that to hurt you
Is all that I can do.

I’m sorry I can’t deal with it
I’m sorry I’m not strong
I’m sorry I need apologize
I’m sorry I did you wrong
I’m sorry that I had to
I’m sorry that I failed
I’m sorry that I upset you
And still, I have not prevailed.

I’m sorry that I’m not wise
I’m sorry that I cried
I’m sorry that I can’t tell you
When my world’s falling apart.

i'm sorry for being so hateful, rude, selfish, passive-aggressive, unfaithful, hopeless, careless, and flat out mean. I'm sorry for not caring when I said I did, not loving when I said I would, not listening when I said I would. I'm sorry for throwing away the wonderful life you offered. I'm sorry for not speaking up when I should have, not being as assertive as I could have been, not respecting myself enough to know that my self-loathing was being spilled over onto you. i'm sorry i'm me.

why does it always rain on me?

Today

Morning

- Went for breakfast 10 minutes after reached office. Opps!

- Was buzz by Project Manager 1 to check on the items for tonights activity and keep calling for several times.

- Get busy body preparing for tonight’s activity

- Attending meetings and conference call + meeting vendors

- Called Pejabat pos just to know whether they still keep my letter which overdue. Thank God there is. Last Day. Planning to go off early as the counter closed at 4.30pm

-     Called my mum to catch up things with her since she's in kg now. Im thinking ive hurt her feelings. I able to comfort myself when knowing she's ok.

Afternoon

- Went for lunch with all engineers but not the solution architect, he must be very offended with my words. My bad. I was being hard on him without any apparent reason. Must be because of ‘that’ feeling im having. Im sorry.

- Was call up by Project Manager 2 to attend conference call. Try to fit with each other schedule and target dates. Stop throwing the bombs guys.

- Supposed to attend a training/briefing on new software that will be implemented soon. Unable to make it, was stuck with Project Manager 2.

- Planning to go off early.

Evening

- Went off to Pejabat Pos with 120km/h to 140km/h while on conference call, just to make sure reach there before 4.30pm. Not really remp-it aite. Its heavy rains. (ya, I did put the phone on loud speaker but at times I still need to hold them to hear clearly. Maybe bcos the noise came from the tyre + raining. Oh God, pls don’t happen anything to me eventhough no one cares n bcos my mum not around. ). My phone was off 5 minutes before the concall ends. Opps!

- Reached Pejabat Pos. I was walking in heavy rains with no umbrella and the counter was closed 5 minutes ago. Sigh! I can sense that the policeman saw a disappointed look on my face. Im sure u know how it feels.

- The policeman starts giving idea to meet the supervisor that handling all the register post. Yes, I get to see where they keep all the post. There’s a lot of stack in a big space. Unfortunately after waiting for 20 minutes, sadly the supervisor can do nothing as the keys not with him. However he volunteers to keep it for me and advised to collect it tomorrow. I was all wet and broken hearted.

- Walk pass by the collection counter room again just trying my luck. Grin. There are 2 ladies chit chatting to each other. I greeted them and start asking for my letter. Yeay, its not raining on me now. I got the letter. Thanks! I should be telling the supervisor about it tomorrow. Don’t have the guts to walk back to his office which so far away.

- Off to sri muda..oh another thing, i was being accompany by abg garang a nice policeman which his friend offered him to umbrella'd me to the car. Haha. Cm terpakse di situ.  Oh ya while on the way home, received call from vendor saying they got customized firmware early and there might be change of plan for tonight. Oh no!

Night

- Browsing thru the nets.

- Start preparing soups before going back to office. I know I will be very damn hungry later. I only aite ‘Kueytiaw Basah’ for my lunch.

- Thinking of updating the blog but sorry, need to get prepared. Off to office.

- Starts activity 9pm until 1am ++. Oh my god, im sleepy. I used to be on bed at this hour. The vendor having some technical errors. Wait. Again.

-     Sweet William Koko offered to call mcdonald delivery to send double cheese burger set to the office. Grinnn. Thanks a lot! It really means a lot to me. At least someone cares =)

- Now im still in the office to write this blog 345am. Haha. Actually just finished chit chatting with the wintel engineer and wintel team lead.

- That’s all. Need to go back n sleep. Having a early morning meeting the customer. Uwaaaaa.

…my day was tough. im going home without you. Sigh.  i saw something on someone fs page. o o sye takut skrg. Alamak dikejar sebuah kereta tadi otw home. Takutnye. Sib baik selamat aje. Penat berusaha kai hood dan belagak snoop doog lam kete. Ade gak yg nmpak lam kegelapan yg daku ni seorg racer gadis. Sigh. Tp klau pape pun jadi, msh senyum sbb someone cares at least =)

Mood: Gloomy, Tired and Sleepy,

Listening to: Travis – Why it always rain on me?

foolish

1- i expected things to happen like i wanted - WRONG
2- i expected people around me not to worry - WRONG
3- i expected my beloved understand y im doing things - WRONG
4- i expected people to forgive n forget - WRONG
5- i expected people to agree with me - WRONG
6- i expected i know what someone thinking n what they are doing - WRONG
7- i expected i can do whatever i want n no one will be hurt - WRONG
8- i expected i can foreseen things - WRONG
9- i expected i can let go 'that' feeling - WRONG
10- i expected i'm not doing foolish things - WRONG

i was wrong n foolish. babe, admit that. poor thing..