HoRribLe AdoRabLe

the moment

i found this.

this picture explained it well. When shall we enjoy the moment like this?

Anyhow, i heart u.

Ku merindu

Ku merindu,
Merindu cinta yang tulus dari hatimu
Selalu ku impikan hidup bersamamu
Ku kan selalu menanti balasan cintamu

Ku berjanji,
Berjanji mencintaimu sepenuh jiwaku
Ku tak akan mendustakan cinta kekasihku
Agar kau dapat menerima cintaku

Ku selalu, merindu cintamu
Yang selalu ada di jiwaku

Aku tahu kau pun cinta
Tapi malu tuk berkata
Usah kau ragui cintaku
Ku tetap merindu

Aku tahu kau pun cinta
Tapi malu tuk berkata
Ku tunggu jawapan cintamu
Ku tetap merindu

Di saat ini hatiku rindu belaian cinta darimu
Ku harap kau merestui cinta dariku
Yang selalu setia menunggu dirimu...

..adoi adoi bunge2 nampaknye, adekah telalu stress dgn keje hingge jadi begini?? oh tidakkk :P

tak ingin ku melepaskan mu

i won a prize for learning week. a BOOK. im planning to pick Gray Hat Hacking book. omg how im going to finish this book as im not a book worm u know   i even flunk my history. God, help me!  

im in embarrassment today. i ring ring" my colleague to close a change as mr chasing without knowing it was my deskmate which sit next to me. i just mention its me. suddenly he was like, oh elis. the girl sit next to me right. err. how come i dont know his fullname all this while. omg. sye malu. i feel im like a right after i hangup. how im going to face the world him tomorrow. uwaaaa.

ok. need to doze off as mr superman keep asking me to sleep. blergh.

wish me luck in this field guys. rock on!

oh ya, sweetie pie. thanks for the dinner

There’s no better place

There’s no better place than,
That dimple on your face

he confessed that, last Wednesday he was planning a surprise lunch for me and unfortunately i was at KLCC having lunch with the clients as per invitation. SIgh!

i keep telling myself y i miss that sweet plan of him when i really look forward. I asked whether he will do it again in near time future. what he replied??

Tengoklah!

...

i know u r sweet right..n will plan sumthing good..hehe

sedih

awk delete sye. sampai hati.

sye perlu consider adik sye. sye suda inform itu juge. hmm.

business card

i wish someone to :

1- drop by the office just to have lunch
2- send a basket of chocolates to make my day (as much as i love flowers :) )
3- ring me to send me to the office
4- call a delivery to send me McD while me busy with office work
5- send a card just to make my day so much nicer

...u never know how much it means to me when i'm in this kind of field..

...  kinkydevil is back!

Yesterday

i hate whenever this happens do u know tht i care and it is painful to hear u r suffering n i can do nothing i wish he could understand how i feel everytime he's like that.

mistress of spies

ingredients:
- secretive
- stubborn
- self conscious
- fun
- concern being judge
- etc

action:
- seek for advise even for simple equation
- do whatever think its right or o.k based on above point
- hardly foreseen consequences ahead
- maintain good communication to avoid bad judgment
- treat all individuals as harmless

reason:
- to keep good relationship with others
- to maintain good perception

caused:
- welcomed wrong perception from different individuals
- experience challenges to cope with commitments

adventurous

monday
tuesday 
wednesday
thursday
friday

Day after day
Night by to night
I've been waiting to love again
Day after day
Night by to night
Love is waiting inside
Someday, somehow, we'll have to say good bye
To you, and me, two fates will alive
You are, the one, yes all because of you
All the things you feel when turn into love

I know i miss u soo..I know, that you can feel yourself :)

TURN OFF > OFF TURN

<i decided to delete this part of my written blog. it looks very offensive and welcomed a lot of bad responses from my friends. i feel bad. im not proud with what i've caused. but what happens before left bruises to me, i just cant help it. but today i'm fine and sorry for my words if it ever hurt anyone of u. lets have a happy start shall we?>

last weekend, i went to vote. so ms first timer, accidently took some pictures on that election day. suddenly, mr police said, r u a first timer? opps, kantoi sudah. he kinda too shy to inform me that no camera allowed. i just notice that. hehe. even mr police claimed that im familiar. he saw me somewhere. what i replied? i leave nearby. haha. i dont want to make it awkward u know. :P

oh ya, i miss someone. i wonder when shall we spend time again? i like whenever he's around. smells good 24/7. n never fail to make me feel loved. n the same time feel wrong about us. omg, whats happening? kill me.