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January 29, 2008

without status

:(

i've no update on the status. its bugging me like h*ll.  sigh!

**maybe..self pampered will do just great..catch a movie maybe? off to summit! ..bile mama nak balik dari kg ni..isk :(**

                            

i wait till i fall asleep

**buzz**

msg received from my office mate. just to update on work stuff for tmr.

still looking at the phone, waiting..

.. ... ..Clock shows 11pm..clock shows 12am..

yes i waited..till i fall asleep.. as far as i know, i didn't sleep well. something bugging my mind n hardly get a good night sleep.

consequence to that, i had a really hard time to get myself to the office this morning..hmmph..i survive the day with lots of work + audit stuff here n there..hope a better day tmr.

**y im seeing myself so far far away from u..would you catch me if i fall, mr superman?..pls, pls catch me(*-*)**

mood - tired mind, tired body, helpless
listening to - Ungu, Cinta Dalam Hati

January 28, 2008

that shirtless mr superman pls~!

opps.

since that shirtless superman now undergo his rehab session(hey, jgn slhkan faizal tahir sye, ketuk kang). n me still focusing with mr superman with a lot of confusion and confession to be made. im still sitting here. in my workplace thinking what to do next. my oh my. they just flew away without saying goodbye. or it just a new away of saying give up. maybe. u know u can make my world go upside down aite without u here with me. hmmph.. =(

syafina.."

yes, bos!"

i have to cancel your leave..we need u to standby while other engineers go on leave during this festive..6 or 8 means ONG"

no pat-toh pat-toh ar..u hve chinese bf to visit, izzit?? ..hehe"

hmm..ok" *thinking im not able to celebrate that 'special day' anyway even im on leave*..
(no wonder we end up this way, even the future yet to allow us to cheerish it..)

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among
the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

i know i have to spill out everything about bali as this is the 2nd week after my vacation. just a bali teaser for u guys..hehe..been busy after the long holiday. will update with lots of picture later..

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mood - pain, worry, more worry
listen to - The Perishers , Sway

**oit balik la. Kamu kene jln lam gelap ni. Ish Ish Ish..lambat nyer processor arini, slow benar nak compute = choke with words + work..blergh** sye mmg begini. suker nak mengerti hinggakan disalaherti. sye yakin awk tau, mengape sye begini..=(

January 16, 2008

3 R

respect, response and relax.

it brings a lot of different today. Finally i able to compute and execute all those 3 into solutions.

thanks for being patience.

..no wonder there is a program show on this..

January 15, 2008

cintaku tertinggal di malaysia

rase cm nak delete jer sume inbox. tp pasti akan memerlukan ia nant. kerna ku tahu ku pasti R.I.N.D.U

pasti !

- hari ini hari yg stress. boleh tak sye lupakan segala dgn pertolongan kamu? jgn marah. ngomel ajer. sudah memadai.

- sungguhpun faizal tahir suda menjadi superman yg bisa membuatkan sye tidak tidur lena smggu ini. hari ini, sye masih tersenyum tp tidak ketika ini.

- hari ini, ade yg mengatakan Luna Maya tidak cun. marah betul sye. nak pinjam kanta ke? pastu kamu spt ingin mengatekan sesuatu tp kelu aje nampaknyer. menyoal beberape kali adekah sye akan kembali dan adekah ini kali terakhir sblm pergi. kenape ye?

- beachwear. come here u~

- baru tuka 50usd. sile truskan usahe kamu. mase tidak mencukupi dah ni. omg, sye blum packing. sumpah cuak!

- bos rindu. sile pulang ke sarang. adios.

- kamu ini degil dan ego. tau tak? ke pure2 tak tau. grr

January 07, 2008

I won't go home without you

88 Happy New Year ' 08 88

Let me wrapped up my days..

F.amily

Today went to visit Baby at her school. More likely a surprise as she really expected us to come and visit her every weekend as if the house just few blocks away. Blergh. We bought her American Choc Cake & a bucket of KFC. Nyum nyum. Hey little girl,  don't get bloated :P

Mama_abah_cupcakes Celebrated my parent’s anniversary at Muara Ikan Bakar, Klang on 29th Dec. My dad wanted to treat the family and I bought them cupcakes buttercream which I planned a month ago.  Yet get the chance to taste them.

Went to Malacca for one day trip on 21st Dec a day after Aidiladha. Simply because everyone craving to eat seafood at Old Umbai especially my eldest sister. So here goes her treat. Unfortunately the in famous Nasi Lemak doesn’t taste right. Anyhow I do enjoy the mussels very much. Wee

L.ove

A friend once told me that she really like to see mr superman and I as a couple. She admired the fact that we support each other's and how much mr superman really care bout me.

But others told us that we're way too dependent on each other. One merely cannot live without the other and that is way unhealthy.  And that so-called spark or magic does not just burn perpetually. However I still put belief in love on how we met and the struggle that we went through to be together.

Maybe a better future in so called l.o.v.e?

H.ope

I began last year with officially a good start, new hope and again officially messing it up. Someone told me it’s ok to Hope!

As I’m putting a lot of expectations throughout this year ’08, will carry the same responsibility of every action I take. Promise. *hey, don’t cross your fingers. Yes you! :P *

Friends. All i need is to start making friends network. Since school everyone told me that I’m way too silent. Actually I’m living in my own world, worrying too much to allow people in. However, I will take my baby steps to start working on this aite. 

Progress. Improve. Develop. More constructions to come!

P.o.p Quizzes

My father throw us questions as our way to Muara, he really wanted to know what’s his daughters new year resolution for 2008.

Baby: To score 10A’s. Find opportunities to further study over seas..etc etc

Kyra: To score good grades and continue degree

Me: Money, Cert, Carrier development, ..Marriage. Opps!

Kakak: .. .. ..?? She refused to answer even after we are done. With a long silent, replied that, she look forward for good things to come and enough with dreams.

Enuff said.

Note: Somehow everything I own smells of you