HoRribLe AdoRabLe

stress out

i need to send a report(which is very2 urgent) by tomorrow.

guess what im doing now??
a) ym
b) listening to music
c) blogging
d) wasting time with unnecessary things

my answer, all the above.

ms . fiena needs her breakaway as she's going crazy. can you approve my leave pls??

sleep n sound

finally sleep n sound after

-had a lot of stress from work the whole week to complete my proposal where someone chasing me for it with a short datelines
-other project come in hand in between with other project to be completed in time
-even though mc , have to work from home from 8am to 3am next morning
-run here n there to assist Project Manager to make sure project successful
-overcome my fear to try new gadget n conduct activity w clients all alone at cyberjaya
-putting a lot of effort to avoid myself from thinking/feeling miss with a lot of stress im having each day

yesterday i received a call..pooff..i sleep right after the call with my mind thinking whether it is only my imagination or i'm fooling myself.

today, i wake up early in the morning with a great feeling which i adore :)
It is so weeeeee' . Cant recall when is the last time i feel like this.
which this blog should metaphor on this feeling but then it turns out to be....

like now, i feel a bit sad after a call n wondering y. is it because of the stress or the miss? am i hoping to much in return??

*hmmppfft*..someone told me not to use damn this word. sorry koko , i will try to reduce. (yeah, he's like a brother to me) ..can you tell me how or why am i so blind??..

rindu

sini rindu sane rindu..
ku jadi sendu..ohh

Bila engkau jauh

sedapnya hati tidak jemu
tak sabar bermanja
hanya sehari tak bertemu
macam selamanya

rindukan tawamu
yang menyegarkanku

aku terseksa dengan sendu
bila engkau jauh
bila terasa sentuhanmu
aku terus sembuh

aku bermimpi riang terbang
pagi sampai senja
cinta dihati sudah kembang
untuk engkau saja

tidur atau jaga
rindu sentiasa

aku terseksa dengan sendu
bila engkau jauh
bila terasa sentuhanmu
aku terus sembuh

aku tak pernah bercinta
sampai terbalik seluruh duniaku
hanya satu yang ku pinta
jangan tinggalkan aku

aku merayu oh kekasih
belailah hatiku
bila ku layu lagi sedih
curahlah kasihmu

kau dakaplah aku
sembuhkan piluku

aku terseksa dengan sendu
bila engkau jauh
bila terasa sentuhanmu
aku terus sembuh

jika kau rasa sepertiku
bila aku jauh
biarlah dua jadi satu
bersama selalu
hanya kau dan aku

miss miss miss

My heart is too weak now coz it full of miss for u
Ur  the only one who can make my tears flow for no reason
I only pray that you will take care of yourself for me where ever u r now
May be  one day when i'm gone u will realise this,
Till then do wait  for me as you wish,  for I am made for u and forever will be.....

listening to : Kangen by Dewa 19

i hate this feeling

empty batt = selfish

people change

good old days

...if i could see u even 5 minutes, it would satisfy me for the whole day and heal all the headache im having....

...i ll be there whenever you need me, u know i ll be there for you right? i would do anything for you..

nowadays

...y dont u inform me earlier? i have things to do. i need to meet my frens (which every single day with them). later..

...suke hati la..what ever u say. if u feel like talking, im here..

...im sick of u. i dont understand u. whatever...

...whatever..

..you vow not to be hurt like that ever again and you have become distant so that it never will.